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Arc Night Monkey or a psychological twister

Posted on July 24, 2015 by zfthrimej

that’s being grappled with by illustrating it, something to consider. If abortion was more accepted, the world would be less sicker. Doing something yourself, being the change is an elixir. Arc Night Monkey is swinging on a string, spinning out … Continue reading →

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Near the entrance of Crazy Idea Realm, there stands a helmeted guard

Posted on July 31, 2014 by zfthrimej

to protect those who might not be ready, might be offended, might get scarred. Ghostly armored is this sentry knowing unintended pain; at times he may seem distant cold, though this could be self-restraint…

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Satanic Brainchild just hatched, and is wreaking LOTS OF STRESS!!!!!!

Posted on July 22, 2014 by zfthrimej

Can it kick through someone’s mouth? The answer: OH HELL YES!!!!!! As a severe (and relentless) CONTROVERSIAL IDEA: some consider it evil LIKE CEREBRAL DIARRHEA!!!!!!

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His moniker is Stuckin Isja (he sounds like something’s stuck in his jaw).

Posted on July 18, 2014 by zfthrimej

Not being fully understood is his flair and his flaw. He might have broken the law for crimes that nobody saw. Not knowing if he’s a pa, he talks about sheep and coleslaw. (His weirdness is what compels me … Continue reading →

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Ow is in owe since there can be pain when broke (or payin’ by being booed for telling a bad joke)

Posted on January 9, 2014 by zfthrimej

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Ballerina told Ishtty to stop; she told him no no no. Yet he kept digging/clawing/raping her; this caused her mind to explode. Most of her life, she very quietly tiptoed (since Ishtty abused and punished her as a scapegoat).

Posted on October 22, 2013 by zfthrimej

Some don’t believe this ballerina, and treat her like a joke. So now she’s Shadow Ballerina: a justice thrusting ninja ghost. (Meanwhile sometimes Ishtty takes the form of Mustard Mammal hoax; his sometimes cute appearance allows him to get close. Shadow … Continue reading →

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Mad pink face in the face of lil blue dragon. The former vomits fury because of what happened

Posted on September 28, 2013 by zfthrimej

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Saying something at around 4:00 AM can feel liberating in the sense that it’s often too late or too early to be judged.

Posted on May 29, 2012 by zfthrimej

The usual tiredness, sleepiness, or forgetfulness during this hour plays the intangibly reliable role of culprit/scapegoat/ally. .

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Arc Night Monkey or a psychological twister

Near the entrance of Crazy Idea Realm, there stands a helmeted guard

Satanic Brainchild just hatched, and is wreaking LOTS OF STRESS!!!!!!

His moniker is Stuckin Isja (he sounds like something’s stuck in his jaw).

Ow is in owe since there can be pain when broke (or payin’ by being booed for telling a bad joke)

Mad pink face in the face of lil blue dragon. The former vomits fury because of what happened

Saying something at around 4:00 AM can feel liberating in the sense that it’s often too late or too early to be judged.

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