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Saying something at around 4:00 AM can feel liberating in the sense that it’s often too late or too early to be judged.

Posted on April 3, 2019 by zfthrimej

This is why this time is loved.

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Brainwashing is how one person describes a wedding

Posted on August 31, 2016 by zfthrimej

(because that person got scarred by marriages that turned out depressing). I wish that person would see the good in matrimony; I also wish that person was not so lonely.

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A voice command device was receiving demands (from its user sounding LOUDER, more SOUR, and DAMNED).

Posted on August 30, 2016 by zfthrimej

What it was being told: it seemed to not understand. Frustration was what the user of that device felt. Perhaps that person should rely more on the self instead of the things that others promise and sell. Luxury can make … Continue reading →

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Is this page a cage, a stage, and/or a wing? :

Posted on July 17, 2016 by zfthrimej

is what this bird is wondering… Somewhat stranded, not taking anything for granted, reminding itself to try not to panic… This bird just realized something hair-raising; finally understanding what it’s facing… Considering possible and worst case scenarios, and comprehending how … Continue reading →

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A packed up suitcase is making a dog pout

Posted on June 22, 2016 by zfthrimej

(because it’s a sign that her owners will go out). While this dog’s owners plan to check out new scenery, this dog whimpers and wonders “Why you leaving me?”

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Thinking about CrisisChica’s zine Crisis Calls issue 0.5

Posted on November 5, 2015 by zfthrimej

Crisis Calls issue 0.5 offers help for victims of abuse and rape and for those considering suicide. This zine shares the thoughts, emotions, and journeys of suicidal persons Sam and Rose; elusive hidden injustices and truths are what they expose. … Continue reading →

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The expression of this dog (he, she/her, or his?)

Posted on April 19, 2015 by zfthrimej

seems to be saying “it is what it is”… While this pet’s guardian must be within the vicinity, this left alone canine’s still got dignity…

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At a parking lot, i heard yelping and whining

Posted on August 14, 2014 by zfthrimej

from inside a car: this dog needed recognizing…

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A musician is searching for a new bass.

Posted on June 22, 2014 by zfthrimej

So a fisherman offers her fish and that musician says “no thanks”. Bass confused for bass; hooks in sound and what is read. Other catches are out there, in different ways interpreted…

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“She was not like that before we got married,”

Posted on June 11, 2014 by zfthrimej

said her husband to their child; now the family’s in therapy… They discovered/got sick of each others’ disparities, becoming the premise of a sketch comedy/parody.

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Saying something at around 4:00 AM can feel liberating in the sense that it’s often too late or too early to be judged.

Is this page a cage, a stage, and/or a wing? :

A packed up suitcase is making a dog pout

Thinking about CrisisChica’s zine Crisis Calls issue 0.5

The expression of this dog (he, she/her, or his?)

A musician is searching for a new bass.

“She was not like that before we got married,”

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